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HEY EVERYONE MY NEW EMAIL ADRESS IS axkissxtoxremember@yahoo.com AND CHECK OUT MY WEB freewebs.com/suchatragedy666
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A girl
so cold
so empty
all alone in her room
tears streaming down her face
why won't someone help her?
she hates life
theres to much pain
and too much confusion
he used to be her everything
made her feel wanted and love
but he became cold and distant
and she became alone and hollow
again
no one seems to care
why wont someone help her?
can no one see through her eyes
and see her inner self
depressed
and
sad
she needs to be comforted
to be held by someone who cares
but there is no one
she's so broken
no one will listen
no one can hear her scream
her silent death wishes
it will never be the same
she doesn't know anything different then rejection and pain
why won't someone help her?
she's so lost inside
she's given up on
love
hope
life
but she appears to be fine
she will never show her weakness
her true self
so she continues to put on her act
in public she's the care free fun person
but once she steps inside her room
reality hits her and
she becomes just a girl
so cold
so empty
all alone in her room
tears streaming down her face
why won't someone help her?
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inside i'm hurt torn and bleeding on the ouside put on a fake smile pretend to be ok act like nothing is wrong so poeple wont suspect that u did this to me that ur the reason why i sit in the corner crying all night.
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here i lie on the floor waiting to die wut a boar if u were here i'd have no fear of faceing this alone but the time has come i must say good- bye to those i love to those who care and to u who left me here.
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I have cried a thousand tears,
Just to let you know I'm here.
Accepting me for who I am,I don't even know how you can.
X's on my hands prove what's there,
A freak, but you don't care.
I you here,
Miles away...
But nothing will change.
I'll be here when you come back,
Same as always, wearing black.
Painted smile,
That you make real.
Rich and full, full of detail.
My love for you,
Will never go stale.
Babe, I love you...
No matter what.
I don't know how to say it,
I want to be everything you want.
Family, Love, Lust, and luck,
If it was just my decision...
I'd be with you forever...
------------------------------------------------------ Do you love me or do you not
you told me ounce but i forgot
so tell me now and tell me true
so i can say im here for you
to greet you wit my touch
and not believe in such and such
of all the guys ive ever met
your the one i wont forget
and if i die b4 u do
ill go to hevan and wait for you
i will give the angels back their wings and risk the loss of everything
just to prove my love for you
is forever and always true.
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Hush little darling,
don't say a word,i'm giving you my blessing knife,
I want it to sit upon your grave.
Hush little darling,
don't shed a tear,
i'm going to
guide you through this life,
to join me in the afterlife.
Hush little darling,
don't run away,
i want to show you another way,
you don't have to go without my love.
Hush little darling,
please don't scream,
i'm going to give you one last say,
please let me take you easily.
Hush little darling,
close your eyes,
i'm going to give you an alibi,
please let it take you up to me.
Now,
Hush little darling,
Come back home,
I'm too lonely way up here,
please come back with my blessing knife.
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Mary had a silver blade
silver blade, silver blade
Mary had a silver blade
and she'd swing it to and fro
Everywhere that Mary went
Mary went, Mary went
Everywhere that Mary went
the blood was sure
Relationship Status: Single
Orientation: Straight
Ethnicity: umm...white?
Religion: make up my own
Smoke? : No
Drink? : No
Children: no thank god
Education: middle skool
Occupation: student
Favorite Books: i don't read books i burn them
Instruments Played: guitar & keyboard
Favorite Movies: FEAR DOT COM
Pets: Cat