It really truely does. no doubt about it.
So theres this guy who ive known about 6years now. We've had our memories, and our past. Now.. our future is whats most difficult. We decided to go out at the beging of the school year, and its been 3wks since. I always want to tell him that our relationship is over, but i cant. Ive seen him sad, and it gets even worse. I broke up with him about a wk ago, because i knew i didnt like him the way he likes me. a couple hrs later, he called me, saying hes sorry for everything. you know what he did.? Slit his wrists, and wrote my name.. I got back together with him later on that night, because i felt sorry for him. sorry for me. Since then idk anymore. I cant break his heart.. seeing those tears in his eyes. seeing his slit wrists, and my name written in blood on his wrists.. he groans in agony. knowing i was a big mistake, how much he loves me.. is pretty insane. Im not the type of person who usually feels bad for people. but when it comes to him, all i want to do is make him happy. help him live his dreams, and forget about all mine. Homecoming is tomorrow. he's taking me, but now that ive screwed up his entire day, from being all depressed, and feeling bad. i really dont know what is going to happen. but honestly, who really does.? Just screw love, its nothing in this world. (: