but recently I was granted a wish I thought I would never receive. Without provocation or any apparent reason at all, the girl I was once engaged to contacted me and admitted that she was wrong for the first time. I always thought I would feel a lot better if I heard those words come out of her mouth. However, after hearing her say that she had been selfish and inconsiderate about our relationship, I kind of felt sick. In a way, it's good, because it's sort of a means to an end....but for right now I feel shitty. I'm glad she did it though. I finally feel like I can breath again.